You happy, I happy.

Temptation is a killer

I cannot resist the temptation to look at your profile.

To see if you're doing okay.

To see if you're being good.

But I cannot bear to see quotes of love cursing my eyes.

I'm truly happy for you,

but it hurts to see she makes you happy more than I do.

I've resisted the temptation to look at your profile.

To see what you've been doing recently.

You still mean a world to me.

You still mean the same to me.

Somehow I don't think I'll ever let this go.

I'm happy enough to see you the way you are now.

:)

Happy.

I told you once that I only ever wanted to see you happy, see you smile.

I'm glad I let you go.

I'm glad I set you free.

Because this is what you are now.

I was trapping you, endangering our trust, torturing you feelings.

I was a terrible person.

I was a horrible person.

I didn't purposely want to do this, I just wanted security.

Security and trust is something that is hard to gain from me.

Especially from past experiences.

Please stay happy forever.

xxx.

J

P.s I had a dream about you today, that you came back.

I was so happy until I woke up into this nightmare of reality.

Better enough, I'm glad I met you in my dreams.