Hello blog. Haven't done it for ages.

Why? Nothing really (just lazy)

Right now i'm trying to concentrate on my EE.

But you know when it comes to homework,

doing anything else in the world would be better than hwk :P

Went to Sri Lanka with Chloe, Hilary, Phoebe and Juno :)

Had some small issues with some; but I think it's all sorted now!! :D

I always get sick before, during or after a holiday.

Seriously -_-

The moment I came back from Sri Lanka, I'm sick. SICKKK OMG.

Caught with a bad cough hehe, i don't wanna see the doctor tho.

But yeah, hopefully i'll recover soon and fast!

Alot of homework to do and revision to do.

But i'm not fucked yet :( fml.

Halloween bash is coming.

Don't know if I should go, don't know if my parents would let me.

Damn.

I feel like my life is a paradox.

Things never end out the way it should be.

Or at least the way I wanted it to be.

Just wished that things would turn out right for once in my life :\

I don't want to be over obsessive with things.

Nor do i want to be under obsessive. Virtue ethics. yes. LOL.

I feel a little lost and confused.

Maybe useless too :O

xxxx

J.

P.s Hopes everything will be resolved asap :)

P.p.s GONNA BLOG ALL THE TIME (yeah :)))

???Idc.

There are so many things that ran in my mind today.

Some that I can't forget.

Some that I can't remember.

Woke up, didn't start out with a good day.

English - squeezing all the othello information in my brain is like WTF.

Stressed for my philosophy work cause I have quite abit to do.

Then stressed for my textiles cause I have tons to do and my meeting is tmrw.

I KNOW I DID TERRIBLE. I'M SORRY BUT I COULDNT HELP IT OK.

I pray that tmrw goes smoothly because I really need this.

Please.

Could this be the first day in my life that nothing screws up. I neeeed this so bad.

Planning to stay up all night revising MATHS.

Totally. Conference phone, all studying maths (y)

Kinda don't wanna talk about the rest that happened today.

Because it just all goes down down down.

& Just makes me wonder who I really am.

& Maybe I'm in the wrong place.

xxx.

J

Hehe.

Hai :)

So today? I didn't go to school.

I've been lacking a lot of sleep lately :(

So much work to do at school yet I'm still being so lazy.

GAHHH.

I had a sweet hibernation today and woke up at 12.

Watched house bunny which was pretty good.

Baby had to go to work today & he was quite busy.

I slacked all day & I didn't even do my work.

So now I'm here doing it.

I'm didn't revise for maths!! Freaking screweeeeed :(

Oh well.

:(

&&&&&&

Today; I ATE SO MUCH. IDK WHATS WRONG ME.

I keep feeling hungry like right after I eat.

Seriously fuck you stomach :(

Oh yah and JERON is also looking at my blog so if he sees this HI :)

and this is for you;

http://images2.fanpop.com/images/polls/277000/277693_1249183457504_full.jpg

xxx.

J.

P.s I love you pig (Oink)

Surprise :b

Surprise DUDE :X! You can finally look at a new post.

I chose this image cause I seem to have a weird affection for mustaches but oh well.

Anyways...

Maths test on Friday - UPG!!

Discussion week - I GET MY EE BACK AND IM SCREWED @@

Lots of work to catch up but I'm too lazy :(

Tennis was cancelled yesterday due to sudden amber rainstorm at 6pm!!

I haven't played for like 3 weeks. My skills are probably like noob as hell again.

Today? Baby's day off ;P

Stayed after school for some discussion and designing things.

Got home at around 6 and talked to my babyyyyy ♥

He was watching Friends with Benefits and I was watching

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER :) HURRAY IT'S BACK.

I've been dying to see season 7 like since forever okay.

After that just lazed around and talked to some asshole.

Oh yah.

Sorry baby for being so moody just nao.

I didn't mean to make so much trouble.

But i'm going to bed nao 2:45.

I love you ♥

Goodnight xxx

J.

P.S HI JERON YOU STALKER. I MISSED YOU KAY. JUST NOT AS MUCH :P

oh yeah this is for you :)

http://edu.glogster.com/media/3/11/59/72/11597233.jpg

The last swimming gala '11 of my high school.

Of course, i'm not in the 2 pictures above as I was in 6 races this year!!

6 races is the max hehe!!

Won 5 medals (2 Golds, 3 Bronze)

Shame that I lost my butterfly race :(

But the people who won it, deserved it.

I'm so happy this morning because I was talking baby this morning :) :)

He wished me luck and I won 5 medals :) hehe!! Thank you baby.

Hehe. Still am happy because when I got home.

I got talk to him till now :) :) :) :) :) :)

I love you baby xxx

J

takemyhand.

Skyping with some asshole that I love right now ♥

Last night approximately 3 hours of sleep :( tired omg.

Talked to my baby till school started.

Quite tired at school today but thank god it's friday.

"I'm looking forward to the weekenddddddd"

Anyways tons of work to catch up so it's going to be a busy busy weekend.

Jeraddd is going to work so now, i'm so lonely :( :(

Oh yah and today he ignored me for 57 minutes - for no reason!!!

Asshole right.

But I still love him.

xxx.

J.

Hectic zone.

Just read that & thought.

It totally applies to me.

Except the part where I love my flaws and my imperfections.

Cause I still do hate them.

& I still want to be someone else.

What I want exactly?

Still not sure about that.

All I know is.

I know that there' more to life than you know it.

Right now?

Hi happiness bye sorrows.

I need my rainbow after the rain.

Oh yeah apart from the fact that i'm piled with work at school.

So shit.

:\

Anyways so back to homework.

xxx

J.

P.s I'm falling head over heels for you.